I am now..

I wanna hear something about you, and God hear my pray.. Finally I found out something, but at the same time God told me to stop worrying you, to stop thinking about you, and I feel gratefull even hurt.. I have to stop it, let my feeling away and turn around from everything called You..

It has to be the end before it even started. It hurts but I wanna walk forward, I wanna let you be a part of my feeling experience, unspoken. Shame on me, I am a girl, and I can't do anything when I feel something. But Proud of me, when I am a girl I keep my feeling secret from you. Now, everyone has knowing but will never knew who are you..

So sorry if you knew that I've been your stalker for a while. hehe